Stop questioning/interrogating me like i owe you my life. I told you my reasons and i have my reasons, so which part of it are you not happy with? I'm very sorry that everything happened so last minute, but i would appreciate if you would stop snickering behind my back or make faces that isn't anywhere near polite. You think i wanted this? Because for god's sake, no. Or should i continue on how rude you get because the right thing to do is to say a polite "hello"?
Get over with it, and solve the problem. Isn't that what you're supposed to be doing instead of whining and badmouthing others? Or are you trying to highlight how important am i to this whole situation? If you have planned this whole thing well enough, there wouldn't have been a case whereby if one backs out, there wouldn't be enough. Yes, i'm partly to blame, but put some blame on your organization skills, wouldn't you?
Oh, and i seriously feel that i wouldn't be missing out anything. I'd never meant to be here, and be in these shoes because i never belonged anywhere near your comfort zone. I'm sick and tired after a whole year of nonsense - does the word 'behave' comes in an alienated form that only a few can understand? I doubt so, because i don't see anyone else from anywhere else having a problem with it. It's an insult being clustered together with people of such minds because this whole ideology of it has never been a case that would have come true if it wasn't for the persistant school who have already done great damage to my future - thank you, school because i really appreciate your 'kindness'.
The good thing about being classified as the same? Well, it did make me grow quite a bit and not be so dependant (partly because no one there is actually dependable). You deserve credit for that, but other than which, i'm very sorry but to say my views have never been different since the start.